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Play in Reverse
02:50
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Good looking out's what I said
But I was seeing red and just wanted out of it
I wanna break your neck, you really make me sweat
I really like you a lot, lets get on with this
Play it in reverse, just to keep things fresh
What did I say then, now where's it going?
Button up we'll begin at the end
I know it’s bittersweet, but we'll get over it
Love me in reverse, I'll see you never after
Love me in reverse, this never happened
What's lost in this confusion?
If anything, a new beginning's end
I don’t know what you want, but I’m here for it
Or at least I will be way back when
Merging loss and love, soft and tough
For better or worse it’s over
Killing with kindness, blindsighted, frightened
Elation fades and im over it
Love me in reverse, I'll see you never after
Love me in reverse, this never happened
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2. |
Overflow
02:09
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I wear these scars on my face
For when I am around you
As I fall in your embrace
Somebody’s calling for you
Who knows where you are?
And are they coming for you?
Do they know just what you are?
I think you’re the best, but I’m biased
When I put you on a pedestal
It makes me seem pitiful
I can’t take your overflow
I got problems of my own
Why can’t I show my face? Am I ashamed of my behavior?
You left without a trace, I did the same
I walk alone to my place
And close the door behind me
I turn and see your face
yeah you’ve been waiting for me
I know
You are here with me
We’re all alone in this
I wanna be your special someone
When I put you on a pedestal
It makes me seem pitiful
I can’t take your overflow
I got problems of my own
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3. |
Special Hell
02:42
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I go in circles with all of this
Who would be hurt and who would be blessed?
If I can’t find another way
There’ll come a day that I’m not in this world
I don’t wanna be like you
You squandered while we wondered if you’d cared for us at all
I don’t wanna hear your truth
You lie about everything you said we would sooner be dead than to listen to you
There’s a special hell for those who cannot tell
If there’s anything more important than themselves
I don’t wanna feel this way
Like I’m not into just anything at all, it’s getting old
I don’t wanna run away
If we all were just to empty out the land, who’d be left to lend a hand?
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4. |
Life's a Bitch
02:10
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I’ve been working all my life
Endless nameless sacrifice
Without any end in sight
Life’s a bitch and then you die
If I were to answer the question
That is on your lips
They’d lock me up and shut me out
There is no doubt that’d be all of it
I don’t wanna hurt anyone, I just wanna have fun, but it’s getting scary to live
I don’t wanna hurt myself before somebody else gets the chance
If I tell you what is on my mind
You’ll know all I’ve left behind
The semblance of humanity
That resembles sanity
If I were to voice this dissension
Would I be silenced?
They’d toss me out, I’d walk about
Living out my life as a warning
If I were to answer the question
That is on your lips
They’d lock me up and shut me out
There is no doubt that’d be all of it
I don’t wanna hurt anyone, I just wanna have fun, but it’s getting scary to live
I don’t wanna hurt myself before somebody else gets the chance
I’ve been working all my life
Endless nameless sacrifice
Without any end in sight
Life’s a bitch and then you die
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5. |
Reopened Wounds
01:55
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There’s something that I’ve wanted to say all day
But ain’t nobody ready to hear it
If we could really understand the words
Would there be a reason to fear it?
I know what you want but it’s not that way
And I know that you want it today
But you can’t appreciate me the way I am
So you don’t deserve to have me in your life
Now that I have reopened your wounds
Whatcha gonna do about it?
You have to turn to someone else real soon
If you don’t wanna do without it
I know what you want but it’s not that way
And I know that you want it today
But you can’t appreciate me the way I am
So you don’t deserve to have me in your life
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6. |
Bums n Axioms
02:17
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I once had a dogma
I got from my momma
Bums and axioms
Were all so fun, I was the one
These philosophies
They have all failed me
They just ask the question
Forcing me to make concessions
If it takes this to change my mind
How am I supposed to change the world?
Should I just not complain today?
How do I get away?
This pontificating
It just gets me raging
We all troll the target
Break them down
And take to market
If we gaze upon it
It will make you want it
Once it gets inside you
You'll forget you ever were yourself
If it takes this to change my mind
How am I supposed to change the world?
Should I just not complain today?
How do I get away?
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7. |
I'm Spacin
02:25
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Let’s turn the page
Finally found a way to lay you down
Drawing lines appear in the air
Materialize into your native form
An image of my fallacy
You were born when I was seeing red
I can see the flowers in your head
When you reach out your hand
I leave this land
The machines become a part of me now
Hard faces always wear this frown
Colors flow into a door that’s of my own creation
On the outside I’m spacing
I don’t know if I prefer it here or there
I don’t care
At least I know my station
I was born when you were seeing red
You can see the flowers in my head
When I reach out my hand
You leave this land
I don’t know if I prefer it here or there
I don’t care
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8. |
Malignant Memetic
02:23
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I’m living it quite literate
All my planets spinning around in rings
Clear the neighborhood, it’s haunted
All the demons live inside these walls
But I don’t believe for a second that they can get inside of me
I reject the malignant memetic, it’s not gonna do it for me
I turn it off go around it
Something in me needs to be outside
There’s no color in the desert
Gatekeepers cover the world in hue
But I don’t believe for a second that they can get inside of me
I reject the malignant memetic, it’s not gonna do it for me
I turn it on while I’m sleeping
Who knows what’s fed into my dreams
Is it me, or everyone?
Puppet masters pulling on my strings
But I don’t believe for a second that they can get inside of me
I reject the malignant memetic, it’s not gonna do it for me
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9. |
Psychic Knife
02:19
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If it’s my role to accommodate your dreams
The scenes in your mind are filled with my screams
Run away, I run away, I can’t cross the threshold
Another day, another day, I’ve upset you all the way
You’re so enraged
I’ve gotta try to calm you down
There is no way, there ain’t a way, No way for me to save the day
You slip my grip away
Can’t take back what you said
I can try to forget
This psychic knife is colored red
You’re killing me in your head
It was my goal to celebrate with you
You treat me like a piece of mud on your shoe
Wonder why, I wonder why, you’ve become so hostile
Don’t wanna die, don’t wanna die, it just seems to make sense
To keep my distance
I’m gonna try to stay away from you
I lock the doors, all the doors, keep me in my safe space
I’ll never leave this place
Can’t take back what you said
I can try to forget
This psychic knife is colored red
You’re killing me in your head
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10. |
Dark Magic
03:48
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Are you familiar, as I am, with what it means to be a ghost
Have you fallen past the threshold of love and loss?
I love ya, I lose ya
Who am I to ever ghost you
But I have been drained of all my life
I rely on black magic
To prolong my life unnaturally
Purple smoke exudes from my face
But I don’t got no use for your love
I love ya, I lose ya
Who am I to ever ghost you
But I have been drained of all my life
The hell of ghosting
After never truly living
I am entombed here where I fell
The story advances to where I dwell
Only my grave can break the spell
I believe in you
Undead as I am with no heart
In a pit of snakes, it’s your fault
I love ya, I lose ya
Who am I to ever ghost you
But I have been drained of all my life
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11. |
Reality Dismembered
02:30
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When I look at you with these eyes do I really see you clearly?
If it’s all so distorted, can I trust it?
When I put it in my mind how I remember
Is reality dismembered?
What I see and what I hear and what I think I feel
About it all
Should be kept inside my head for when I must recall
What is real?
There is information I’m not getting
My senses feed me junk to fill the holes
When I try to tell you just what it was like
How can it not be a lie?
What I see and what I hear and what I think I feel
About it all
Should be kept inside my head for when I must recall
What is real?
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